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Monday, July 30th, 2012
2:04 pm
[kinky_carter]
To A Heart
What if after this life...?
You'd fall so in love with me?
When our eyes meet in time
Emerald pools deplete into my ocean blue
And the vintage record begins to skip
As we begin this dance again
I must confess
Hoping you who is so far away will notice me
I look up to the throne upon which you sit
So very high above me
Like Luna in the sky
You with your crown
Winds blow
My breathe escapes me
And I hear leaves rolling across like marching feet
A momentary distraction
An outstretched hand as if only to kiss
Where all my eviscerated feelings wish to reach you
Longingly, my absinthe fairy
With how love screams from my lungs and rains down like marbles falling from the skies
Of every color and every design
All around you
Where I will envelope you, consume you, devour you, and inspire you
I'd wish to kiss the orchid in which you withhold
And show you all wonders of love in this vast world
Caressing you in weeping kisses to carry you over the edge
So fade away with me into another time and another place
We will meet again my little lamb
You and that fleece of yours
Until then, sing me a song
Sing me to sleep
Where I can hope to dream of you and me.


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(scribbling your feelings)

Sunday, April 15th, 2012
10:24 am
[kinky_carter]
Endeavors of the Heart
This longing hurts me more then you know
With every breath I take
I shake with anticipation
Till I see you again
Deny me the right endeavors
Of my weak heart
I am wrong
You just don't understand
You never will
Why am I always the only one
Chained, alone in the shadow of your future
She see's right through me
I am paralyzed by that gaze
I can never move, never
When our eyes meet she smiles
So gently
And my heart skips a beat
I am devoured in that rapture
Then she is gone and I am stuck here
Wanting her more and knowing I'll never have her.

(scribbling your feelings)

Sunday, January 16th, 2011
12:16 pm
[kinky_carter]
This Sore Heart
Love,
You were the last person I thought I'd fall for
Now I am riddled with dismay and pain
My sore little heart holds you
You're not my own
And how I wish you'd hold me like he does you
So I wish you far away
And let me forget your face.

(scribbling your feelings)

Thursday, December 10th, 2009
7:05 am
[nothineverythin]
t!ck tØck
Tick tock goes the clock of life
Another day passes by in stormy strife
A vessel in a restless tempest sea
I, wrestling the beast that won't let me be

Tick tock as the deadlock clicks
Why won't they leave me alone, those dreadful pricks
Words of poison that taint my soul
The toy of Death that rips a hole

Tick tock as war ravages within
Misery stems from death and sin
The heralds of battle, why won't they stop
As four saddle up, hear the hooves clop

Tick tock, the clock goes unstopped
Opposite of life, which feels like a lock
As it fades away, the tickity tock
Like the flight of a thousand-bird flock

Current Mood: apathetic

(scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, December 1st, 2009
7:30 pm
[meggiegurl94]
In a well
Stuck in a deep dark hole in the ground
at random the walls cave in and attack

people on ground level fighting
cussing, yelling, screaming...pleading
You hear gunshots and you can't do a thing

The walls yell at you
tell your flaws, real and unreal, old and new

a man yells down the hole how your worthless
how you only disappoint
you know they're lies, but they hurt just the same

the man drops the bucket and it hits you
you sit down in the muddy water
there's no way out and you don't want saving

it rains and the water rises
you wait till it gets high enough to drowned you
it gets up to your waist...and stops

it was only teasing you
playing with your mind

then the water laughs at you
for being so daft and gullible

your going to die soon
thats a fact

why don't you just get it over with
save yourself all the pain

1, 2, 3 and your under
the muddy water filling your lungs
can't breathe

you resist coming up, knowing wat'll happen if you do

everything fades out
your sight
your thoughts...
your mind



you start to wake up, eyes still closed
something pounding into your chest
your mouth a waterfall, emptying your lungs
eyes open

the man who had done so many evil things to you
and had just saved you
now holding the devil's grin
says "you can never get away"






Current Mood: sad

(scribbling your feelings)

Wednesday, November 25th, 2009
11:32 pm
[offtheheezayx3]
Untitled..
Rejected yet again
Not by words, but by silence
She screams into the darkness
As if no one can hear
Her secrets and her feelings
Confided in her blade
The blood dripping to the floor
Says more than words could ever say
She cuts not to feel pain
But to know that shes alive
And seeing the crimson stream
Adds colour to the black and white
A look into her soul
Reveals a dismal void
Lighted only by traces of the life that she destroyed

Current Mood: melancholy

(scribbling your feelings)

Saturday, June 20th, 2009
10:41 pm
[christineashlee]
 If you like emo writing, check out my blog!

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(scribbling your feelings)

7:30 pm
[xjustxotaku]
If you knew you brought me harm

Blood flows through my veins
Keeping me alive
Filling every nook and cranny
Prolonging my demise
I have always thought my blood
Was put in me for one purpose
To be spilled on your account
Until there's nothing but a corpse
If only you knew that I
Was and will be yours
That my blood, my heart, my soul
Are under your great curse
My heart no longer beats
Unless i am with you
My whole, it seems, has deceased
But for you, i'll make it through
Every red ribbon
That decorates my arm
Is a sign of my great affection
And your painful scorn
I am both proud and disgusted
Of every red trail
It's proof that i love you
But also that I failed
What would you say if you saw the love?
Embelished on my arms
What would you do, my precious love
If you knew you brought me harm?

Current Mood: depressed

(2 poems from scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, February 10th, 2009
11:27 pm
[ryden_obsessed]
Untitled 2
Even though you think my life isn't that bad
Stop telling me about what I have
People who love me
A house
A bed
A family
My health
And safety
Well you can have it all back
It hasn't helped me
They just made things worse
Than I ever thought they would be
What good are people who love you when it's not returned?
When good is a house when you've never had a home?
What good is a bed when you CAN'T sleep at night?
What good is a family when they're tearing you up inside?
What good is your health when you just want to die?
And what good is your safety when danger is the only thing keeping you alive?



Current Mood: rejected

(2 poems from scribbling your feelings)

11:13 pm
[ryden_obsessed]
Valentine(starts out sweet don't be fooled)
"Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
And so are you."
I found these words inside a card
Wrapped in a ribbon
With my name enclosed in a heart
It was your last gift to me
Should have kept it to yourself
There's no use in pretending
OUR love is still in the air
All trust has been broken long ago
Alas you are still my Valentine
Yet this card of mine
Holds a different kind of poem inside
Inscribed in red
The words take off
Where your poem
Has stopped
For happy endings
Are merely stories
Not yet finished
"But the roses are wilted
The violets are dead
The sugar bowls empty
And my wrists are stained red."

sry it suks but I had to write this for Valentines



Current Mood: blank

(scribbling your feelings)

10:55 pm
[ryden_obsessed]
One Last Cut
She kept your secrets
Hidden in a blade
Tucked safe away
In the bathroom drawer
The memory remains
Of steel on skin
As crimson tears slowly drop
Blood meets tile
Once again
The kiss of death
Bestowed to her
One last cut
To stall the tears
One last cut
To control her fears
One last cut
To let go of her rage
One last cut
To overcome her pain
With her tear stained face
And blood shot eyes
She said
One last cut
But she cut to deep
Listen and comprehend
The story of this girl
Once she was you
Once she was me
We're all victims of self harm and misery.


Current Mood: depressed

(scribbling your feelings)

Monday, February 9th, 2009
6:38 pm
[jacob_rulz]
Drowning
He is drowning in a sea of misery.
The waves of pain push him deeper into the emptiness.
Running out of breath as the hurt drags him down.
Searching for an escape, the only one he finds is death.

He is sinking, slowly.

Never to surface again.



-Okay  that was my first poem. Pleaaaaaase tell me what you thought of it.
In other words ,do I suck?

Current Mood: depressed

(2 poems from scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008
12:54 am
[xscene_laura]
heres a poem i wrote this night.:
the whole ammount of pain iv ebeen through after th night you left me alone to cry my eyes out wherever u left me
i startd to typ a bit about this on the computer to my old livejournals and
i decided its not woorth it to me to get all up in my own sht becaus im lyks so totally scene.

the hole i pikd in my face thet night i startd then it creatd a whol lot of more drama fro me n it wasnt because i was to misfortunate to hav to creta big bloody mess for u to see
down with my pain i lost control of myself got in to the ca with someone i ccouldnt know drove me far
cant believ was happened that night alone without u becauseu dumped me because well, "we fight."
the poems the mindsets arn for u but contain ur unhelpfulness on a trip into the sewer of my mind because of all the drugs and relationships u thot i would like myself to be bound, to call them mine
as if i wantd all of those unstoppable sickly things as my own
i yet havent decided wat im going to do about you cuz im still alone.
dearest x i think u havent seen the worrst of it yet
something i cant explain via anythingbut spoken word
i thot i could help me i thot u could too.
the onleee time we spent togethrs now coming back closr to my mind i, u so rude i found someting that cured.
disasterous decisions i never made for my own bein
quiality time i nevr spent with myself
it was u who i asked it was u that i supplied my faith in through the
sickly after death feelings i needed help.
gone with the wind like a childhood class assignment
iam thrown away as u listen to music we all know reminds you of wat you think u need to keep doing to me
throughaway your memories throw them all away.
im really ok i really was ok **************************** i really was ok it didnt really matter if i was okay to you
it really doesnt matter you never understood the meaning of stay.



Current Mood: emo

(4 poems from scribbling your feelings)

Sunday, September 7th, 2008
4:14 pm
[cambridge_calls]
 I wish the majority of you talentless hipster fucks would put more time into cutting yourselves than trying to write about it.

(2 poems from scribbling your feelings)

Wednesday, August 27th, 2008
6:41 pm
[brianbreakdown]
Cutter Cutter
Cutter, Cutter,why do you cry?
Cutter, Cutter, why do you sigh?
Cutter, Cutter, what went wrong?
Cutter, Cutter, why don't you belong?

Once so happy
Now so sad
Don't you miss
the life you had?

Cutter, Cutter, you gave it your all
Cutter, Cutter, now you fall
Into the darkness
Into the depths
Do you have
any regrets?

A broken girl
A broken smile
Did you go
The extra mile?

Cutter, Cutter, why do you bleed?
Cutter, Cutter, what do you plead?
Cutter, Cutter, stop your crying
Cutter, Cutter, now you're dying


Current Mood: Stab-my-wristy

(4 poems from scribbling your feelings)

Sunday, August 24th, 2008
6:55 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Afterglow
Bask in the afterglow,
While it lasts,
For those few seconds,
Until you fade,
Back into the shadows.

You wounder why,
Because it escapes your mind.
Are you different?
Are you transparent to their eyes?
It puzzles you.

But instead of bursting out,
You withdraw.
You stay within your shell,
Not knowing what to do or say,
To appease the minds of those around you.

Current Mood: i feel helpless...

(scribbling your feelings)

Thursday, June 5th, 2008
11:29 pm
[xx_emokidxx]
wanna watch

 

wanna watch me slight my wrists
wanna watch me bleed to death
wanna watch me break my heart
wanna watch me die inside
as my heart crumbelsto the ground i die inside every day 



Current Mood: depressed

(2 poems from scribbling your feelings)

11:23 pm
[xx_emokidxx]
stab my heart

stab my heart with a needle 
and watch me die inside
stab my heart with a needle 
and then watch me cry
stab my heart with a needle
and watch my face turn black
stab my heart with a needle
and when i die i wont look back



Current Mood: depressed

(scribbling your feelings)

8:08 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Mistake
They say its alright
That it's easy
That you'll make it through
But it's not
So you're unprepared
No one to blame
But yourself

You look like a fool
In front of others
Peers
Parents 
Even strangers
Stare at you with a look in their eye saying
What's wrong with you?
Are you slow?
You should have brought something-anything-with you

So you look ashamed
Because you are
Were you being mislead
Or was it your own mistake

Your confidence shatters
And you break down
You scream
You cry
Your spirit breaks
Just from one small mistake

Can you stand u?
Can you be heard?
It'll take time.
But you won't-ever- be deterred 

(scribbling your feelings)

8:04 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Voices
They keep on talking
And they can't see
That their many voices
Effects me

They're voices heard
But meaning unclear
In their own little world 
While I sit and stare

In the end
Their voices consume me
But as time passes by
I will-finally- be free 

(scribbling your feelings)

Saturday, May 17th, 2008
5:25 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Revenge

Hate clouds my vision

As I think of our division

That corrupts my soul

So please behold

My sweet revenge

 

(scribbling your feelings)

5:24 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Crawlies

Creepy

Crawleys

Up my leg

I fall down...

CRUSH

They're dead

 

(2 poems from scribbling your feelings)

5:22 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Different

Different

     Minds

Different

    Worlds

Different

    Places

We See

So Why...

So Why...

Can't You Forget

      ME

 

(scribbling your feelings)

5:20 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Away

I walk away

You tell me to stay

...

You told me lies

To cloud my eyes

But I just walked away

Away

Away

Away

Until you fade away 

(scribbling your feelings)

5:18 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Cry
Broken

Bleeding

Left to die

Why,

Oh why

Can't I cry

 

(scribbling your feelings)

5:16 pm
[dark_serpent_99]
Deceit
 

Deceit is my name

I like to play a game

Where I cheat and lie

To make you :

Spit up bile

Weep and cry

And then DIE

(scribbling your feelings)

10:55 am
[nico_noire]

(3 poems from scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
11:19 am
[serwa1388]
emo songs about sorority girls
curtains open to a boy
crumpled over a desk
he's opened up pandora's box to the past
and he's kissing you again
in front of the window with the perfect view
what was he thinking?

he knew he was never good enough for you
that fire will never burn out
he'll never give up the ghost
just please explain to him how
what felt so right
could've gone so terribly wrong

so bring on the gamma phi curse
i want to feel it in my veins
just one simple kiss
and you're stuck for life
you can't keep it from your head
your heart goes weak
i know i'm stuck for life
but i couldn't have been happier like this

and this sugar sweet voice
will cheat the point spread
i'll use it to break down your walls
even the odds for the underdog
move over meatheads i' crashing the gate
you wish you could do what i can
with a simple melody
theres no contest sugar
i'm claiming your heart tonight

so bring on the gamma phi curse
i want to feel it in my veins
just one simple kiss
and you're stuck for life
you can't keep it from your head
your heart goes weak
i know i'm stuck for life
but i couldn't have been happier like this


this is something you could've never seen coming
i'm out of sight but stuck in your mind
just think of me as a premature heart attack
and the wall's been seiged
you left the front door unlocked
this is the first day of a new life
so baby bring on the pain

so bring on the gamma phi curse
i want to feel it in my veins
just one simple kiss
and you're stuck for life
you can't keep it from your head
your heart goes weak
i know i'm stuck for life
but i couldn't have been happier like this

so bring on the gamma phi curse
i want to feel it in my veins
just one simple kiss
and you're stuck for life
you can't keep it from your head
your heart goes weak
i know i'm stuck for life
but i couldn't have been happier like this

Current Mood: accomplished

(scribbling your feelings)

Saturday, January 5th, 2008
12:31 am
[miseriblexdream]
"My Guardian Angel"

Its that flawless emotion.
When this universe fades and Im at your grasp.
Theres none of those fears.
Theres no more of my tears.

The softness of your skin.
And the warmth of your body.
Makes me feel at peace.
No more negativity to release.

I cant help it but to smile.
As I gaze upon your features.
The moments we've spent.
Cant forget your scent.

The loneliness departs.
When you're with me.
The perfect feeling.
The perfect guardian angel.

The feelings of emptiness.
And deserted sorrow.
Have always been there.
Burning as a never ending flare.

Its killing me again.
Will you make it go away?
The fire inside sparks up once more.
Making my chaotic spirit soar.

Its you that makes my life go on.
That my heart still beats.
The perfect love.
The perfect guardian angel.

Im not familiar to these complex feelings.
Cant clarify it in simple words.
Distressing to open up to someone.
As if blinded from the glowing sun.

These words I write are meaningful.
Many expressive significations.
But no one notices those small details.
They're just small simple tales.


I love you more than anything.
More than life itself.
The perfect warmth.
The perfect guardian angel.


Its this cold and selfish world.
That stifled my slow breathing.
Stay with me and I'll just be fine.
Your thoughtfulness I cant decline.

I'll be there for you.
Will you be there for me,
When i need your love the most?
Just keep me warm and hold me close.

Pull this limp body up from the ground.
Just make me strong again.
The perfect strength.
You're my perfect guardian angel.

Current Mood: calm

(scribbling your feelings)

Monday, December 31st, 2007
5:08 pm
[miseriblexdream]
"Life And Death. Friends And Feelings."


Death is inevitable.
It comes and goes like day and night.
We should not be afraid,
most have seemingly just strayed.

Wondering how it feels.
To be unborn into this world.
Perhaps will stay a mystery,
known as my life history.

People wouldnt miss me.
I wouldnt be remembered.
Forgotten forever,
just known as whatever.

What is this life.
Staring at this empty world.
Full of anger and hate,
I just cant translate.

No one understands.
No love I ever had.
Always isolated and alone,
living as one I've only known.

Venomous pain.
Its killing me hesitantly .
Loneliness has taken me by storm,
its spreading like a swarm.

The warmth must be coming.
I wanna get out of here.
Its much too slow,
but theres no way to go.

Looking for the solution.
Easier said than done.
I know the time will arrive,
I hope I can survive.

Its this spiraling road.
It collapsed around me.
Cant seem to get going,
the blood stops flowing.

Feelings take me over.
I dont feel loved.
My mind is blank,
my life has sank.

Cant take it anymore.
Just end it now.
Im sick of that and this,
the bullshit and meaningless.

I found my one love.
Its a mysterious thing.
Hard for me to be,
its such a steep degree.

Uneasy and adventurous.
I wanna sense your touch.
Im too unwilling to sacrifice you,
I've got to carry through.

Daunted at myself.
So much alteration.
So much I've transformed,
maybe more deformed.

A beautiful flower.
A dead rose.
The rising sun,
the imperfection begun.

It wanders.
It wonders.
This lost spirit and soul,
a disease not under control.

I wanna reveal this state of being.
But how can they apprehend.
If I dont understand it myself,
must expose itself.

Spilling out my thoughts.
They've been bottled up too long.
No longer shut and stowed,
my hearts about to explode.

Whats wrong with me?
How can I not realize it.
Everything I have and had,
it just seems more than sad.

The people I know.
The friends I love.
They were always there,
I wasnt aware.

I felt invisible.
Disguised and nonexistance.
The war not won,
shall be undone.

Thanks for being there.
To help me up.
To get me going,
your cares are glowing.

The friends I have.
You know who you are.
Youre special to me,
I hope you'll always be.

Thank you for caring.
Thank you for loving.
Thank you for being,
Thank you for freeing...

..this astrayed individual.

Current Mood: calm

(scribbling your feelings)

Saturday, December 29th, 2007
9:20 am
[redlantern2051]
"Dragon Maze'
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Current Mood: calm

(scribbling your feelings)

Thursday, December 20th, 2007
7:33 pm
[miseriblexdream]
the path of love and life
"The Path Of Love And Life"


My life in your hands.
Our secrets on our lips.
The hearts in control,
eating away at the soul.

Cold rushed river of blood.
Running through my veins.
What is the reality?
Show me no brutality.

Warmth of your smile.
It brightens my heart.
My wish came true,
as I've grown to know you.

There was no escape.
No end to this nightmare.
My hell on earth,
what is this worth?

The meaning of love.
It cant be explained in words.
The affection,
the connection.

Life seems to be an illusion.
Gods game of reality.
The reason to be,
just set me free.

It starts with our birth.
Must be one big cycle.
Good things for some,
the rest, it doesnt come.

Moonlight shines upon this earth.
Cast upon the pain and suffering.
Make these eyes bleed a tear,
the joy and hope must appear.

My heart stays black.
The bloods still cold.
The fears still here,
life is unclear.

Find the right path.
Lost in my sea of dreams.
Lost as I roam,
searching for the place to call my home.

This path keeps going.
Filled with twists and turns.
Inhaled my last breath,
the love has ceased my death.

Its love and its wonders.
Its life and its marvels.
I cant say goodbye,
I promise I wont die.


[12.19.07]
my poem to brandon, the special guy in my life.

Current Mood: peaceful

(scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, December 18th, 2007
8:28 pm
[miseriblexdream]
Frozen Heart

My heart was frozen.
There was no care.
No trust.
No love.
But as a flame,
The warmth expanded.
Spread like the wings of a eagle.

Each day I've known you.
Each day I'm with you,
My heartbeat runs faster.
Heats my body.
The muscles relax.
Im not so blue.
The heart unfroze.
Thawed.
It fills with deep love.


Current Mood: calm

(scribbling your feelings)

Wednesday, November 21st, 2007
7:03 pm
[a_lost_paradise]
Holiday Wishes
It’s always the hardest to say I love you for the first time…but what about the last?

How is it, that we always have those feelings, yet they suddenly disappear?

How can people just decide something’s over, when there’s more than one person involved in it all?

Winter’s always wonderful, but this is the time when my heart freezes over

When the family’s all about, gleeful expressions hiding their discomfort, putting on a show for all to see

I’m disgusted, but I sit here nonchalantly

Pretending that my heart isn’t breaking too

I love these people so much, but it’s time for that final adieu

My hands are such tight fists

They’re claiming they love me, saying how much they’ll miss me

Funny, they have the pretense that they’ll see me again

Sad, I won’t miss a single one of them when I’m done

I think now..

It’s easiest to say goodbye when you know you’re going to die



Current Mood: blank

(1 poem from scribbling your feelings)

12:22 am
[sazzy_muffin]
Decimated China Doll
 
Your little china doll
Up on her pedestal
Blood dripping from her wrists

Where is your sympathy?

So perfect
She can do no wrong

Be careful
Your china doll might break
She is covered in a thousand cracks
That you were too blind to see

You have found some cracks in the surface
Trying to fix your china doll
You're breaking her beyond repair
Push her from her pedestal
Let her smash into a thousand tiny pieces
Each sharper than the last...

Your little china doll
Gazing up at her desecrated pedestal
Blood gushing from her neck

Where is your sympathy?


Current Mood: tired

(scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
5:32 pm
[katygirl24]
im doing this out of my mind right now....
 it is times like these where everyone is soposed to be happy
we are soposed to be marry,
but what if the only thing you can be is sad
what if the only thing you can see instead of the turkey or that christmas tree 
is the darkness all around them
the things on these days most people block out
its the holidays they say
but the darkness doesnt celebrate
the darkness is just always there
to make a move on it would be deadly
but thats what you think bout
not the presents or the pumpkin pie
but how to make a move without the darkness there
to fill up your mind and black it all 
so there is nothing there 
but the thoughts everyone leaves behind
the things that make them cry on everyother night
its goes to the darkness on the holidays 
makes it bigger 
and for those who always see the darkness
see its grow
see the pain and the suffering everyone doesnt want on these days
just because its thanksgiving
well thanks for giving those who see the darkness
see there death
cuz the darkness knows if you can see it
its know when u move
but some make a move on it and its brings there death
so again let us say thanks
and really think bout those thoughts that you dont want
the things that u dont want to give thanks to because they make you cry
well then think bout who else your giving thanks to 
they are the ones who see the darkness
they are the ones that see your pain

thanksgiving
by katy

yeh emo
lol
LY
katy

(scribbling your feelings)

4:12 pm
[miseriblexdream]
my heart is black.
my blood runs cold.
the fears still here.
i need you to hold.

im having a very depressed day so far. i need to talk to people so i dont hurt myself.
if anyone cares..read my lastest blog. and please..talk.

Current Mood: lonely

(scribbling your feelings)

Monday, November 19th, 2007
5:33 pm
[princess_s_rox]
 I walked through the local cemetery last night
It was so quiet, everyone was at peace
I felt so welcome, so at home
there among the deceased

I begun thinking, why do I continue on
why do I inhale even one more breath
when all I dream of is the eternal slumber
that can only be brought about by death

Grief and pain are the only inhabitants
of a soul which would otherwise be an empty space
Was it time for the end?
This was the choice which I faced

After all, everyday is merely a continuation
of the one which preceded it
There have ben times when I felt slightly hopeful
but there was never any hope when I most needed it

And there is little I wish to recall
the years are wrought with sadness
I've lost my mind, a million times
but I always find it again within madness

As my heart has drifted along
I knew it could not stay afloat
with each day that passed
I felt it sink deeper in misery's boat

So there, amongst the dead
I came to the conclusion
That it was time to bring
an end to my life's illusions

The blood flowed like a river
as I took a razor to my wrist
I would have made preparations, said good-byes
but, I doubt I'll be missed

It became so cold
as everything went black
for the first time, I felt peace
because I knew there was no going back

No hope. No dreams. No anything.
I had no further reason to try
I no longer wished to live
I do not regret the decision I made to die

(scribbling your feelings)

10:46 pm
[loveroftv]
Frozen Heart
This asylum of punishment will never fade
The darkness the coldness the sun I wish won't shed
I close my eyes with unbroken sadness
My frozen heart shattered to pieces

Numb and idle I can no longer feel
The pain and sufferings inside me
My tears now break out of silence
Silence stops, intense sobbing beggins

Current Mood: depressed

(scribbling your feelings)

Sunday, November 11th, 2007
7:15 pm
[miseriblexdream]
my heart goes black
for the misery i feel.
but please dont worry,
the wounds shall heal.

not sure of my wondering.
unknown thoughts lie in my mind.
not sure of my misery.
i dont know what i'll find.

Current Mood: calm

(scribbling your feelings)

Saturday, November 10th, 2007
12:33 pm
[xxcolorlessxx]
Haiku ;cry;
theres nothing to do
sit in a corner and cry
please dont disturb me

~Dolly~


Current Mood: calm

(scribbling your feelings)

Friday, November 9th, 2007
4:56 pm
[model_status824]
my poem
you here me talk  
but do you really listen?
you see me in pain
but do you even care?
you see i'm falling
but would you help me up?
you see i'm being buried alive
would you dig me up?
My heart is broken
But will you fix it?
I'm so depressed
will you be depressed with me?
Rip my brain of every memory of you
Would you do the same?

(1 poem from scribbling your feelings)

Tuesday, November 6th, 2007
6:49 pm
[emokitten1674]
death
If I could have everything I wished for,
You know this would be true,
I'd give up everything I owned,
as long as I had you,
if I could buy your shining smile,
you know id pay you well,
ill give you all of the secrets held in my heart,
as long as you won’t tell,
if I could hold your hand one day,
and know how much care,
then you would know why I always smile,
and you always catch my stare,
if I could be the girl you loved,
there is one thing that I know,
I’d steal your heart and make you mine,
and never let you go.


Current Mood: sad

(scribbling your feelings)

Sunday, November 4th, 2007
5:39 pm
[queenhinata]

(scribbling your feelings)

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